KNOT Magazine
Fall Issue 2022
Ron Riekki
Prison Sonnet
You make double at the prison.
Of course, every once in awhile
you get the wonderful fist on your neck,
knocking your Everyman into Detroit;
you can work overtime in prison,
the hours thick with nothingness and then
filled with the cold of chaos. The people I talk to
at parties raise their eyes and glasses and feet,
levitating to the stories I tell about prison.
I tell them that the prisoners are like nothing
that they’d think, that their stars have gone out
and their only hope now is the electrocution
of church, or maybe nothing.
Yes, probably nothing.
Whiteness
A man kicked a wall.
This was in a hospital.
The wall was already a ghost,
so his kicks were dead wives
falling in love with dead husbands.
I asked him if he was trying to break
free, but he cursed me with scandal.
Others rallied around,
institutionalized their stares.
The man killed the wall.
He roared old school, mimicking
the wall’s death,
the way its soul collapsed
or rose or whatever it is
the soul does when it’s done with its body.
My Night Shift in the Back of the Ambulance, Unable to Sleep
When I wait
for the next heart
to fail,
I do it
in the scrubbed clean
night
with the streetlight
strangled
by melanoma shadows
and the radio
recites to me
the pulse
and b.p.
and pulse ox
of geriatrics
scared
in their final moments
where night
will permanently own
the lungs
of their lives.
Chicago, Metro
I once sat on a needle
on the blue line
from Forest Park
to Wrigley,
not going to a game
but to see a friend
who’d attempted
suicide in a such a weak
way that the CNA
at Northwestern Memorial
laughed, telling
her that the best way
to kill yourself is by waiting
for life to do it for you,
that if you rush it
you’ll only end
in more failure.
I asked her if the nursing
assistant really
said that or if she had
embellished it all,
and she asked me
if I’d merely sat on a pin,
if my worries about HIV
and hepatitis were just my way
of wanting to feel the pain
of having to breathe
in a smog town
with its smog whores
and my smog job
with its smog pay.
The Privileged Talk about their Privilege
in the room
with busts
and windows
with a view
of the snow
below
so old
in this winter.
They have cups
in their hands,
these teachers,
and their scarves
are made
of light
and life
and they acknowledge,
in such luscious
wording,
the way that they have
everything
and they show off
their everything
and write about
their everything
and receive awards
that they dedicate
to those
struggling flowers
buried
in the gardens
of the wild down-
pour.
Plotting the Rebellion at Work
I love the Nat Turners of the world,
the way they try to shit on deceit
during the calms of water coolers,
rallying the sullen to strike out,
to take a line-drive to the skull
so their children won’t be the thin slaves
or part-time cannonballs for the yachts
of the rich, the billionaires’ fodder—
the mothers who turn mops to pitchforks.
Ron Riekki's books include U.P.: a novel, The Way North: Collected Upper Peninsula New Works (2014 Michigan Notable Book), and Here: Women Writing on Michigan's Upper Peninsula. His play “Carol” was in The Best Ten-Minute Plays 2012, The First Real Halloween was best sci-fi/fantasy screenplay for the 2014 International Family Film Festival, and "The Family Jewel" was selected by Pulitzer Prize-winner Robert Olen Butler for The Best Small Fictions 2015.