KNOT Magazine
Fall Issue 2022
Philip Metres
Twin Sonnets for Sierra and Ellery, Who Made Me Uncle
1. Sierra
She writhed in the tourniquet
of tears for days like years,
foreclosed from the womb,
her legs folded beneath her
unable, unwilling to move on.
Now she is scoot and cackle,
her radius of home widening
like sunrise light. A face
rising to meet our sleep,
and arms reaching, inviting
arms to descend. So much soft
to shield from the dread angles
of every made thing. Eyes
so open everything falls in.
2. Ellery
When she cranes her head
back to see the sunk origins
of my voice, to smile
my eyes, the tule fog
lifts from me. She gums
sand handfuls, boardbooks,
uncle—everything passing
for gnawing—and greets
each spoken sentence open-
toothless-welcome-what-may.
Ploughs her brows when
thinking, then returns to
high-beaming. I’m poured
into the courage of grins.
Bel Canto
You tilted my wells, dizzied my head
wings. Now tender my bell. Blend my word
hoard with your sing sing. You
taught me the tunes of Katyusha
& Uzi, now mend me in tidal pool
hiding Aphrodite. Baby please.
You sniper’s souvenir, ringing in
the chambered brain. Bloom from no bud.
Though the skull has no memorial
for ears, you breathe in their bowls, you love
lure, you dulcimer stream. Anvil
you hammer pneumatic, year by year,
come to drown everything. Trumpet
you play and play me by inhaling.
Parenthood
So give it to me
straight, my Mute,
how much longer
do I have to live?
Our toddler cries after
her mother: “I want me.”
She’s already tasted
the thirst of departure.
The hour will come—
advanced in years
I will sing, I will tell,
my mouth shall
be filled. I will
not be afraid.
Philip Metres has written numerous books, including Shrapnel Maps (2020), The Sound of Listening (2018), and Sand Opera (2015). He was awarded fellowships from the Guggenheim and Lannan Foundations, and three Arab American Book Awards. Philip Metres is professor of English and director of the Peace, Justice, and Human Rights program at John Carroll University.
Photo by Heidi Rolph